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Jag kan ju ej alls dela hans k\u00e4nslor. <\/p>\n<p>Och s\u00e5 nu har jag skrivit ett brev och fr\u00e5ntagit honom allt hopp. Herre Gud! Jag kunde inte annat! Jag skulle vilja skrika h\u00f6gt och snurra runt eller g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got riktigt vansinnigt galet. Men h\u00e4r g\u00e5r jag, tyst och till utseendet fullkomligt lugn. \u00c4h, om jag hade n\u00e5gon, som jag h\u00f6ll riktigt av, att g\u00e5 till och tala om allt och bli tr\u00f6stad och smekt. Om, Om!! Men, jag har ingen. Vad det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt &#8211; sv\u00e5rt att leva ibland. Vad skall jag g\u00f6ra!<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Varf\u00f6r skall det finnas s\u00e5 mycket sorgligt och sv\u00e5rt i v\u00e4rlden?! Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rf\u00e4rligt. H\u00e4r har jag nu g\u00e5tt i s\u00e4llskap med Nils och varit helt lugn. 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